Bad Boys, and Why We Love Them
My name is Annabel Joseph, and I’m a
bad boy addict.
I know it’s wrong. I know they’re
bad for me, but I can’t quit ’em. It’s probably because my
first book boyfriend was Leo Kovalensky in Rand’s We The Living.
(Yeah, I grew up in a weird home. But I digress.)
I remember getting into it with some
authors on a romance chat board about how heroes “should be.”
Kind, protective, responsible, loving, romantic. I raised my digital
hand and said, “I like heroes who are mean sometimes.”
Jaws dropped, tongues lashed, lectures
ensued. “Romance heroes can’t be bad, Annabel! They have to be
heroic or you’re doing it WRONG.” I backed out of that argument
because I wasn’t going to convince any of them otherwise, but in my
heart I knew there was a place for bad boys in romance. I knew
because I’d written a bunch of them, and those books (and bad boys)
were the ones my readers talked about the most.
I can’t explain the Bad Boy mystique,
I just know there’s something about a man who’s not perfect,
who’s rough around the edges, who doesn’t always know the right
thing to do or say. There’s something about watching a bad boy dig
himself deeper into trouble with the heroine, and then seeing him
realize that, bad as he is, love is badder and stronger than any of
his faults.
I suppose that’s the key to it all.
Love always prevails.
If the hero’s perfect and love
prevails, yeah, sure, it’s sweet, but what else was going to
happen? He’s perfect, for God’s sake. But when a bad boy finds
love…well, that’s something special. There’s extra effort, a
pressing need for redemption that makes my heart ache and worry, and
then swell with joy when the bad boy finds his way to his Perfect
Girl, the one who understands and accepts him, flaws and all.
The hero of my book, Jeremy Gray, is a
Bad Boy Extraordinaire: selfish, haughty, demanding, sexually
deviant. But he’s one other thing too…a damaged, scared man who
really just wants love. I hope you’ll order MAKE ME: Twelve
Tales of Dark Desire to meet my bad boy Jeremy, and many other
bad boys who’ll make your heart ache and swell. As well as some
other parts, hopefully. Thanks for reading!
Make Me: Twelve Tales of Dark Desire
Boxed Set(The Dark Duet #1)
Publication date: March 3rd 2014
Genres: Romance
Take a trip to the dark side with 12 books by some of the hottest names in edgy romance, including USA Today Bestselling authors CJ Roberts, Eliza Gayle, and Aleatha Romig!
Pam Godwin – Beneath the Burn
Skye Warren – Wanderlust
Claire Thompson – Enslaved
Cari Silverwood – Take Me Break Me
Annabel Joseph – Comfort Object
Aleatha Romig – Consequences
Shoshanna Evers – The Man Who Holds the Whip
Annika Martin – The Hostage Bargain
Jasmine Haynes – Take Your Pleasure
Eliza Gayle – Play With Me
Pepper Winters – Tears of Tess
CJ Roberts – Captive in the Dark
These e-books would cost over $40 if purchased separately. This set will only be available for a limited time, so order your copy now!
All of these books are 18+, some are new adult romance, some are erotic romance, but all feature dark themes.
Pam Godwin – Beneath the Burn
Skye Warren – Wanderlust
Claire Thompson – Enslaved
Cari Silverwood – Take Me Break Me
Annabel Joseph – Comfort Object
Aleatha Romig – Consequences
Shoshanna Evers – The Man Who Holds the Whip
Annika Martin – The Hostage Bargain
Jasmine Haynes – Take Your Pleasure
Eliza Gayle – Play With Me
Pepper Winters – Tears of Tess
CJ Roberts – Captive in the Dark
These e-books would cost over $40 if purchased separately. This set will only be available for a limited time, so order your copy now!
All of these books are 18+, some are new adult romance, some are erotic romance, but all feature dark themes.
As I kissed and
tasted the tears that had leaked from under the blindfold, I said in
a harsh whisper, “I enjoyed seeing you scream and try to escape,
loved
seeing you dancing away from the cane. Your ass – I’d declare it
a work of art. Yeah…” I touched our foreheads together and looked
down over her face, stared into her blindfolded eyes, and at her
trembling full lips and those amazing tears. I traced my finger down
the wet track on one cheek.
My murmur was soft
but as deadly, I hoped, as a knife thrust. “I never thought I’d
say this, but I enjoy this. You might be in trouble.”
Truth and mind fuck
rolled into one scorching bundle. Yes, she was in trouble, but then
so was I.
I wanted to do it
again. I’d saved her and cared for her so many times. She was a
beautiful woman, with a mostly beautiful heart, and I wanted to hurt
her and swallow those screams. God, I was so fucked up.
* * *
At the upstairs
bathroom he pulled me into the room and got the shower on, then
pushed me under the water with my clothes on. He unlinked the wrist
cuffs. I’d had the shower redone, tiled beautifully, and it was
large enough for two. My ass stung briefly but oh my God it was good.
The water sluiced away all the dirtiness, all the craziness of the
past few hours. Eyes closed, I reached to undo the front zip.
“No,” he
growled.
I cracked open my
eyelids.
The man had gotten
naked and he stepped in with a very nice erection pointing my way.
I grinned. This was
more like it.
“No,” he
repeated. “Don’t touch anything. Don’t speak. Do not take your
clothes off.” Then he crowded me with his muscled body until I was
pressed up against the tiles with his cock poking into my stomach.
The water poured down us both.
I couldn’t help
moving against him. Inside me, now, I wanted to demand. I groaned. I
couldn’t say that. The cane kept me silent.
“Good. Quiet is
good. Stop humping me.”
I stopped, held my
breath while we locked eyes.
While he pinned me
there, he shoved his hand to my throat and jammed me into the wall
even more. I could breathe but couldn’t move. With his power
demonstrated in every movement, and in every word, he leaned in until
his warm breath brushed my ear. “Now you will make yourself come.
Now. Not in one minute or one hour or tomorrow. Now. Put your hand
between your legs.” He gave my neck a shake.
Crap. I was stunned.
Before this, he’d beaten me, given orders, done all sorts of things
that had aroused me, but this…this
had tipped me into some new land where Klaus was more than a man,
something far more. This was not some role-player, this was him,
his desires, and his sole aim was to master me. My willpower crumbled
beneath his iron-hard stare.
* * *
Big. He was big,
muscular, and cross. I swallowed.
The garage floor was
concrete with chips of rock and grit. I didn’t hesitate a second
longer. I dropped and prostrated myself in obeisance, and I waited,
shaking.
Did I shake from
fear or some sort of adrenalin high? Even I wasn’t sure.
He knelt on one knee
beside me and gently, with his hand under my chin, encouraged me to
raise my head. “Been bad, pet?”
His gray-green eyes
looked somehow puzzled, yet the longer I met his gaze the more it
changed to that familiar sadistic and evil one. The one that he wore
when he walked about marking me with the crop or the cane.
On cue, the tingles
of arousal trickled straight to my clit.
“Yes-s.” I was a
mouse. A mouse with goosebumps prickling cold down her arms, and with
heat gathering in her groin. Whip
me, beat me, I’ve been bad.
“I’m sorry.”
“You will be.”
The promise in those
words made me inhale sharply and bite my lip.
I just nodded as I
pulled the door shut. I didn’t say goodbye. She wasn’t going
anywhere for four weeks. The little window in the solid door had a
sliding cover. After one last look, I shut it too. Up above on the
wall to my right, the light on the camera blinked green at me.
All set.
The back verandah of
her house looked out over the forest toward the sea a hundred feet
below. The timber of the rail was warm under the grip of my palms.
Wings spread, a sulfur-crested cockatoo sailed across the sky –
white against the backdrop of gray-green foliage – a perfect
metaphor for freedom.
“If I sign this
you are giving me carte blanche –” He frowned. “– to make you
a captive in your home up there on the hill. No neighbors. No contact
but me for four weeks.” The corner of his mouth twisted. Oh noes –
I was in for one of his bursts of silliness. He leaned in and
whispered conspiratorially, “I will have you washing my dishes
naked in a week.”
“God.” I
groaned. The fucking dishes. That had driven me crazy when we were
together. “Klaus, the nakedness is a no-no. You are the one who
made me put it in the contract. But no dishes either.” No sex, of
course, even though I hoped otherwise. No nakedness. No physical
damage. His face was to be blurred out. A copy of what we were doing
was in a deposit box at the bank. Neither of us wanted Klaus arrested
if something weird happened – like the cops showing up.
But needing money
was one thing. Washing the dishes was another.
“No dishes,
Jodie?” He shrugged. “A bad bargain. Slaves should do dishes.”
I raised my eyes to
the underside of the mango-colored beach umbrella and prayed for
deliverance. Of all my friends and acquaintances, Klaus was the only
one I could ask to do this. The only one I trusted to do this. Still,
he was being a bastard. While he waited for me to reply, with one
finger he slowly turned his shiny stainless steel pen around and
around on the table.
I’d never ever
done dishes for him. I detested housework to the core. A dishwasher I
could load, sure. Hand washing, carrying meals out to a man at a BBQ
– all those womanly chores made me shudder. I liked my equality.
Women weren’t slaves. My fantasies only went so far.
* * *
He hadn’t budged.
While I’d run through the encyclopedia of my worries, filed them
alphabetically, and then set them alight, he’d barely shifted an
inch. His hands lay loosely on his trouser-clad upper thighs. From
the corners of my eyes, I dwelled on one of his best aspects. The
heaviness of his thighs was all muscle. Being a black belt in judo
since his twenties meant Klaus had the musculature of a very fit man
despite being almost forty. They’d felt good between my legs when
we’d made love.
Thoughts out of
the gutter.
“Fine.” I closed my eyes and shook my head in mock despair. “But
I’m not guaranteeing I will. If you can get me to do the dishes
it’ll be a mind-fuck of Olympic proportions.
“I haf my ways,
fraulein.”
I groaned. That mock
German accent drove me nuts too. Almost as much as the dishes idea.
Then he signed the contract, finally.
Relief swept me like
a cool breeze, only it sank farther and chilled my bones just a
little. Done it. But…yeah, there were limits and rules, but still
this was the weirdest thing I’d ever done. And the strange little
look he’d given me after I’d agreed to do the dishes had jarred
me.
Jeez. The dishes?
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